Staring at the ceiling
Wondering what had I failed
Contemplating asking you
What I did to not do right
It eats away at me until I break down

Forget me not, lovely
Don't think that this is about you
I had not recieved a piece of you but
I gave you everything

You can take my pride but I refuse to give up my head
You can take my life away
All my night had my eyes buried in this sweater
I will never fall in love again

Feel the blood run through your veins
At least then we know you have a heart
I'm not sorry for who I am but
If you can't handle me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best

I apologize for what happened
I might not have tried as hard
Why should I move on
Why should I keep breathing
James Cross lasted longer than me